A New Love? Yossie's New Love?!?! Chapter 11

Chapter 11: Kanashimi Twilight & a Shock Announcement

April 19th 2007.

Today is the day of the recording of Kanashimi Twilight Morning Musume’s new PV. Sakura kept telling herself that today of all days was going to be great, she now had Yossie back and the suddenly leave of Fujimoto Miki made her the new sub-leader and it also means she takes her ‘lead’ role in the new PV. During the dance there was several times when Sakura had been at the back Yossie deliberately had bumped up against her smiling. Sakura gave a shy smile back and continued on with her dancing.

During the whole PV on set and off Yossie kept using up all the time she could to make up lost time for Sakura when she couldn’t remember her.When the director finally yelled the words CUT! The girls all gave a sigh of relief and went all over the place for a break. Of course though Yossie and Sakura were together though Yossie told Sakura she needs to tell her something very important.

“MINA!!” she called out to everybody as the all rushed over to her “This will be my last PV with you guys for Morning Musume.” Sakura’s eyes widen as her vision became blurry from the tears that started to fill up until they ran into streams down her cheeks. She couldn’t let Yossie she her like this so she decided to walk off and be by herself.It was that night when Yossie tried talking to her Sakura didn’t say any words to her at all.

She knew if she did she’d only start to cry once again and she didn’t want to cry in front of Yossie. Despite all her efforts to make her talk Yossie gave up and lied onto the pillow and fell asleep. Eventually the night came of Yossie’s grad. And Sakura wasn’t looking forward to it at all. As Yossie entered the stage the entire crowd cheered out her name until she reached the front of the stage and welcomed everybody. All the girls came on eventually to sing Kanashimi Twilight and Happy Summer Wedding with Yossie. All the girls then had left again and Yossie made the excuse of them being upset and having to leave. But to her surprise she heard them all come back on. They were all dressed in knee length pure white dresses holding candles. A song they had written for the leader as a farewell present.

Yossie didn’t know at all that Sakura actually had organized it and wrote the song until she heard the few last lines that had the most emotion to them

What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away
Gomenasai, for everything
Gomenasai, Gomenasai,Gomenasai,
I never needed a friend,
Like I do now
Gomenasai, I let you down
Gomenasai, Gomenasai,Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

Yossie tried to prevent herself from crying so she kept wiping her eyes so if she did no one would of seen her. Soon it all came to an end, it was now all the girls saying their farewell messages to Yossie. Came to Sakura to talk to Yossie she gave Yossie a look and started talking.“Ohhh you know I’d never miss you senpai, after all you were always bossy to me and very demanding,” Sakura said jokingly to Yossie who smiled back at her and replied with“Good times huh Sakura?” But before Yossie could finish her sentence Sakura cut across her again and said“That’s why I love you senpai,” everybody looked at Sakura with a shocked face. Sakura kept standing there holding her microphone as she couldn’t stop the tears that flowed down her cheeks.

“I never wanted to admit to you I loved you senpai, because I knew if I did I’d get to close to you and it would be harder for me to let you go and never be able to spend quality time with you anymore,” Sakura continued as more and more tears kept coming down and she struggled with her words as she started to struggle finishing off her sentences.

She was to upset to keep talking she became a mess and burst out crying. Yossie ran over to her and hugged her tightly and re assured her everything will be fine they will see each other again and lots more. Sakura didn’t believe her. She loved her and now for her to walk away so suddenly just after her regaining her memory was just too much for her. She couldn’t go on she just hugged Yossie tightly back and placed her head on Yossie’s shoulder. The two stood there for a good ten minutes until Yossie whispered something in her ear. Sakura looked up at Yossie even though she had been crying she still looked cute well to Yossie at least.“I’ll miss you a lot senpai I seriously will,” Sakura said through her hiccups of tears“And I will miss you a lot to Sakura, let’s make a promise we’ll be together forever okay?” Yossie said lifting up Sakura’s chin and wiping away her tears. “How many times have I told you not to cry Sakura?”“Over hundreds,”

Sakura managed to get out as tears were still falling over her cheeks. Yossie sighed and looked at Sakura in the eyes and placed her hand under her chin again.“I thought I said not to cry anymore,” She said teasing Sakura “Look I know I shouldn’t do this but still you won’t stop crying on me and to be honest with you also look so damn cute when you cry,” she continued as she wiped more tears away and leaned forward till her lips met Sakura’s. All the girls gave a smile and a little awww at the two on the stage. As now even Yossie had a few tears in her eyes when she was trying to stop Sakura from crying. The two then hugged and promised they’d keep in contact with each other…always.